I never want someone to think I'm too good for them. I never want anyone to feel like they can't approach me. I don't EVER ever want a person to feel inadequate next to me. I do not want anyone to think that I'm so good at something that they can't ask me for advice on any subject. I will never be too busy for anyone, act no better than you, and will always give anyone the time of day.
My life on this planet is no different than anyone else's. We all share the same 24 hours in a day. I'm not any better than any one else on any level. It doesn't matter if you make 6 million dollars or 6 dollars in quarters on the side of the street. I'm an equal to you.
That's all.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Black and White
I'm watching the Pennsylvania primaries on CNN, (i know, i'm a nerd) and there's one little tag line that keeps coming up on that ticker that angers me. It says "55% of whites voted for, yadda yadda, and 45% of blacks voted for..." WHO CARES?!?! CNN should eliminated the words "black" and "white" from their vocabulary. I hate politics and the news so this really shouldn't surprise me but aren't we past all this bullshit of racism?
If Barack Obama does not win this election I will probably move to Canada.
Peace,
-marc
If Barack Obama does not win this election I will probably move to Canada.
Peace,
-marc
Monday, April 21, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Palm trees in California
the web. I'm also missing CA and a certain girl in it. Stacey and I
have gotten back together and are happily pursuing happiness together.
Life is well in our little apt in Salt Lake. Mike is here and we're
starting movie 2 of our double feature night. Enjoy the pics and look
for more to come with how easy it is.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
What night is it?
Here I am. On location. In a different state making pictures for money. I'm taking pictures that thousands of people all around the world will want to see. That's pretty cool. I'm pretty lucky, and blessed to be able to be doing what I love for a living. I get to hang out with my best friend as he does something he loves to do and we get to live life and co-exist together. Life really isn't that bad.
But sometimes ... sometimes it gets to ya. It creeps up, slowly and a mountain of past actions crumbles at your feet. They all come back to get you, every single last word. Every decision has consequences that follows, good or bad. Life never stops. Until it does.
If life never stops until it does it's worth the time to ensure you enjoy life. And to figure out how to enjoy life do you have to go through periods where you don't enjoy it so much? That's rhetorical. I know that you do, but that's weird.
I look at old men, happy old men and wonder if I will turn out to be like them. Have everything figured out, everything's in order, you're all set to die. Until then, and until death, I suppose, how do you really appreciate every moment? Cuz some moments just suck. And there's nothing more than you wanna do than close your eyes and sleep it all away. I know you "get through them" but what about when you're in 'em?
I have reason to be sad, I broke another girl's heart. I'm notorious for doing this and don't know why. can't stand myself for doing it but it always happens. And I wanna get to know myself before I commit to anything. I gotta be happy with myself, not that I'm not already, but truly content. Truly satisfied that I've done everything in my personal power alone to become a better person. Not relying on anyone or anything but me to be the best I can be. (go army)
There's a lot of changes that I need to make. That I am making. That I will always be making. I fear I will never be content. Not in work, nor relationships, or anything else. I want to be content. I desire contentment ...
Nothing's wrong. Don't think something's wrong. This is typical Marc drama hoo ha. No worries. I'm eating well, sleeping enough and am currently pretty healthy...I'm just thinking a lot. A lot a lot. And now, being single again, feeling truly alone in a big scary world, I'm thinking overtime.
But sometimes ... sometimes it gets to ya. It creeps up, slowly and a mountain of past actions crumbles at your feet. They all come back to get you, every single last word. Every decision has consequences that follows, good or bad. Life never stops. Until it does.
If life never stops until it does it's worth the time to ensure you enjoy life. And to figure out how to enjoy life do you have to go through periods where you don't enjoy it so much? That's rhetorical. I know that you do, but that's weird.
I look at old men, happy old men and wonder if I will turn out to be like them. Have everything figured out, everything's in order, you're all set to die. Until then, and until death, I suppose, how do you really appreciate every moment? Cuz some moments just suck. And there's nothing more than you wanna do than close your eyes and sleep it all away. I know you "get through them" but what about when you're in 'em?
I have reason to be sad, I broke another girl's heart. I'm notorious for doing this and don't know why. can't stand myself for doing it but it always happens. And I wanna get to know myself before I commit to anything. I gotta be happy with myself, not that I'm not already, but truly content. Truly satisfied that I've done everything in my personal power alone to become a better person. Not relying on anyone or anything but me to be the best I can be. (go army)
There's a lot of changes that I need to make. That I am making. That I will always be making. I fear I will never be content. Not in work, nor relationships, or anything else. I want to be content. I desire contentment ...
Nothing's wrong. Don't think something's wrong. This is typical Marc drama hoo ha. No worries. I'm eating well, sleeping enough and am currently pretty healthy...I'm just thinking a lot. A lot a lot. And now, being single again, feeling truly alone in a big scary world, I'm thinking overtime.
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